I put a big smile on, but I don’t like how I look I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful I sing a song but no one listens to me I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful Why am I this unattractive? How can I smile beautifully like you? I get mad again, why am I never perfect? I complain again looking at my ugly-self through the broken mirror Don’t look at me, I don’t like this feeling I want to hide somewhere, I want to get out This world is full of lies
I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me Just like her, I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty I think I’m ugly and nobody wants to love me Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty Don’t lie to my face cause I know I’m ugly
Don’t tell me that easily that you understand how I feel I might resent you with my ugly and crooked heart Don’t talk to me, I can’t get along with you Your cold fakeness behind your arrogant eyes suffocate me Don’t come near me, I hate your attention I wanna leave for somewhere and shout This world is full of lies
All alone, I’m all alone, I’m all alone There’s not warmth, no one is next to me All alone, I’m all alone All alone, I’m all alone i’m always all alone There’s no warmth, there’s no one to give me a hug
“I donated half of my assets to charity 15 years ago. I promised myself that when I died, I would have no money. So I work very hard to shoot my movies and make money, then I plan on donating all the money.
I didn’t buy a private jet for my comfort, but it’s to save time and make more money so that I can donate more money to charity.”—
He’s truly the most down-to-earth, kind-hearted and modest world star. Definitely a role model for me :)
Everybody seems working hard for their future. Having internships, getting scholarships, participating in competitions and conferences, being recruited even before they graduate, and getting straight A’s.
JUST WHAT THE HELL I’M DOING RIGHT NOW?
The pressure is too high, being a 4th-year student *deep sigh*
When you’re living your life, you get both bad and good memories. Most people would want to preserve and remember good memories, but erase the bad ones. But rather than erasing them, remember them occasionally, to know what you’ve done wrong and what you should’ve done. It’s different from regretting, it’s learning. You don’t have to try to be cool, shrugging bad memories off like they’re nothing. They will haunt you instead.
I’m not going to say “Be nice, 2014” or “Please be better than this year, 2014” or anything along that mainstream lines. I’m grateful enough for this year, as this year left me with amazingly beautiful memories, I can’t even ask for more. Looking back to all the mistakes and sins I’ve made this year, I don’t even deserve those happiness.
“People always think that happiness is a faraway thing,” thought Francie, “something complicated and hard to get. Yet, what little things can make it up; a place of shelter when it rains - a cup of strong hot coffee when you’re blue; for a man, a cigarette for contentment; a book to read when you’re alone - just to be with someone you love. Those things make happiness.”—Betty Smith, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn (via quotethisblog)
Until we meet again, Summer. Never ever forget me, just like sunflowers who always held high their heads towards the sun.
Take a look at this sunflower Standing so tall Isn’t it pretty? It started so small But it kept growing And it never stopped
'Cause it's just love water and sunshine that makes it so high It’s not looking down on me, it shows me the sky 'Cause it's just love water and sunshine that makes it so high It’s not looking down on me, it shows me the sky
I know that my sunflower Will always be there 'Cause you can't unlearn what you’ve learned what you've learned it It stays in the air But I keep growing And I guess I won’t stop
'Cause it's just love water and sunshine that makes it so high It’s not looking down on me, it shows me the sky
When it’s raining On a cold lonely day Remember the seeds that you planted won’t just go away They grow up through the night And it’ll be alright
“In a child’s eyes, a mother is a goddess. She can be glorious or terrible, benevolent or filled with wrath, but she commands love either way. I am convinced that this is the greatest power in the universe.”—
It’s amazing how fast time flies. it seems like yesterday, I was sitting in one of the classroom in ITB, excited to experience college life. But where am I right now? A 3rd year student, ready to do internship program.
Texting with my best friend makes me realize this. During the 1st and 2nd year of college, we were reaaaally close. By ‘we’ I mean me, him and several others. I used to give them chocolates on Valentine’s day, and they would did the same on White day. But we’ve gotten so distant that this year I didn’t even think to give them chocolates.We’re not that close anymore, so what’s the point? Time changes everything, it’s unavoidable, and scary.
If only I can turn back time, I’ll treat them better, play with them more often and care about them more.
People are saying “Do more of what you love”. It’s not wrong, of course not. It’s just when you’re passionate about something, you do your best and have high expectation. But when your best isn’t enough, then what should you do? Here’s the choice that I found : give up, keep doing your best and lower your expectation, keep trying but feeling disappointed of yourself.